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three poems by the filmmaker pasolini.
PIER PAOLO PASOLINI
Mystery
Daring to lift my eyes
towards the dry treetops,
I don’t see God, but his light
is immensely shining.
Of all the things I know
my heart feels only this:
I’m young, alive, alone,
my body consuming itself.
I briefly rest in the tall grasses
of a river bank, under bare
trees, then move along beneath
clouds to live out my young days._________
TPB's notes: v v
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PIER PAOLO PASOLINI
Nineteen Forty-four
The rats no longer crawl, the swallows are screeching
Pigeons won’t fly, chickens are scratching the ground.
No warning bells for tempests, only for Avemaria.
The garden gate swings open and a pale child
Comes out running , he sits on a pile of stones
And plays all alone with a shiny tin can.
His mom is in the kitchen, with shaky hands
she chops kindling sticks, her knee on the worn floor.
Then lighting a match she hangs the milk pot
Over the fire while blowing to kindle the flame.
Outside again bells ring everywhere Avemaria,
in every poor town filled with melancholy.
At fifteen, at nineteen years! Buttoning their pants
the young men come around, they pull her pony tail:
Mom, we’re really hungry, get our breakfast ready!
Half-naked they run outside underneath the down spout
and from the rain barrel, laughing, one washes up
while the other combs his hair, like two poplar trees.
O dear God, don’t forget what has happened to us
protect our passions, look upon us and have pity.
Our lands are in the hands of total strangers,
they made us prisoners in their own homeland.
The children and the old they hung in the square,
our unmarried women they raped and abused.
Our happiness and joy has dried up in our hearts,
our smiling and our laughter have flown so far away.
Along the railroad tracks, along those endless roads
we jeopardize our lives to find a piece of bread.
Call us to you, O Lord and we will call on you,
bring back our days of old as they were once before.___________
TPb's notes: notice the drastic change in tone from the poem of youth posted earlier 'mystery'. here, life looses its mystery and a stark realism of war and of being conquered emerges.
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PIER PAOLO PASOLINI
from A Desperate Vitality
I
(Draft, in progress, in current slang, of
what's gone before: Fiumicino, the old
castle, and a first true idea of death.)
As in a film by Godard: alone
in a car moving along the highways
of Latin neocapitalism─returning from the airport─
[where Moravia remained, pure among his luggage]
alone, "piloting his Alfa Romeo,"
in a sun inexpressible in rhymes
that aren't elegiac, because it's celestial
─the most beautiful sun of the year─
as in a film by Godard:
under that sole still sun slitting
its veins,
the canal of the port of Fiumicino
─a motorboat returning unobserved
─Neapolitan sailors in their wool rags
─an auto accident, with a little crowd around it...
─as in a film by Godard─rediscovery
of romanticism in the seat of
neocapitalistic cynicism and cruelty─
at the wheel
on the road from Fiumicino,
and there's the castle (what sweet
mystery for the French screenwriters
in the troubled, endless, centuries-old sun,
this papal monster, with its crenelations
above the hedges and vine rows of the ugly
countryside of peasant serfs)...
─I'm like a cat burned alive,
crushed by a truck's tires,
hanged by boys to a fig tree,
but still with at least eight
of its nine lives, like
a snake reduced to a bloody pulp,
an eel half-eaten
─sunken cheeks under dejected eyes,
hair horribly thinned on skull,
arms skinny as a child's,
─a cat that doesn't die, Belmondo
who "at the wheel of his Alfa Romeo"
within the logic of the narcissistic montage
detaches himself from time, and inserts in it
himself,
in images that have nothing to do with
the boredom of the hours in a line,
the slow splendid death of the afternoon...
Death is not
in not being able to communicate
but in no longer being able to be understood.
And this papal monster, not devoid
of grace─reminder of
the rustic condescensions of patronage,
which were innocent, in the end, as the serfs'
submissiveness was innocent─
in the sun that was,
through the centuries,
for thousands of afternoons,
here, the only guest,
this papal monster, crenelated,
crouched among poplar groves and marshes,
fields of watermelons, embankments,
this papal monster, armored
by buttresses the sweet orange color
of Rome, cracking
like Etruscan or Roman buildings,
is at the point of no longer being understood.
II
(Without a dissolve, in a sharp cut, I portray myself
in an act─without historical precedents─of "cultural
industry.")
I, voluntarily martyred...and
she in front of me, on the couch:
shot and countershot in rapid flashes,
"You"─I know what she's thinking, looking at me,
in a more domestic-Italian Masculine-Feminine,
always à la Godard─"you, sort of a Tennessee!"
the cobra in the light wool sweater
(and the subordinate cobra
gliding in magnesium silence).
Then aloud: "Tell me what you're writing?"
"Poems, poems, I'm writing! Poems!
(stupid idiot,
poems she wouldn't understand, lacking as she is
in metric knowledge! Poems!)
poems no longer in tercets!
Do you understand?
This is what's important: no longer in tercets!
I have gone back, plain and simple, to the magma!
Neocapitalism won, I've
been kicked out on the street
as a poet [boo-hoo]
and citizen [another boo-hoo]."
And the cobra with the ballpoint:
"The title of your work?" "I don't know...
[He speaks softly now, as though intimidated, assuming
the role the interview, once accepted, imposes
on him: how little it takes
for his sinister mug
to fade into
the face of a mama's boy condemned to death]
─perhaps...'The Persecution'
or...'A New Prehistory' (or Prehistory)
or...
[And here he rears up, regaining
the dignity of civil hate]
'Monologue on the Jews'..."
[The discourse
flounders like the weak unaccented beat
of a jumbled octosyllable: magmatic!]
"And what's it about?"
"Well, my...your, death.
It is not in not communicating [death],
but in not being understood...
(If she only knew, the cobra,
that this is a tired idea
concocted coming back from Fiumicino!)
They're almost all lyrics, whose composition
in time and space
consists (strangely enough!) of an automobile ride...
meditations from forty to eighty miles per hour...
with quick pans (and dollies
following or preceding them),
over significant monuments, or groups
of people, inducing
an objective love...by the citizen
(or user of the road)..."
"Ha, ha─[it's the cobress with the ballpoint, laughing] and...
who is it that doesn't understand?"
"Those no longer among us."
III
Those no longer among us!
Lifted, with their innocent youth,
by a new breath of history, to other lives!
I remember it was...because of a love
that invaded my brown eyes and honest trousers,
the house and countryside, morning sun
and evening sun...on the good Saturdays
of Friuli, on the...Sundays...Ah, I can't
even utter that word of virgin
passions, of my death (seen in a dry
ditch swarming with primroses, between
vine rows stunned by gold, next to
dark farmhouses against a sublime blue sky).
I remember that in that monstrous love
I nearly screamed in pain
for the Sundays when the sun must shine
"above the sons of the sons!"
I was crying, in my narrow bed, in Casarsa,
in the room that smelled of urine and laundry
on those Sundays with their dying glow...
Incredible tears! Not only
for what I was losing, in that moment
of heatrending immobility of splendor,
but for what I would lose! When new
young me─of whom I couldn't conceive,
so like those dressing now
in heavy white trousers and tight English jackets,
with a flower in the buttonhole, or in dark
cloth, for weddings, cared for with filial kindness
─would populate the Casarsa of future lives,
unchanged, with its stones, and its sunlight
covering it in golden water...
Through an epileptic impulse of homicidal
grief, I was protesting
like someone sentenced to life imprisonment, locking myself
in my room,
without anybody else knowing,
to scream, mouth stuffed with
the blankets darkened by
the burns of the irons,
the dear blankets of the family,
on which I was brooding over the flowers of my youth.
And one afternoon, or one evening, I ran,
screaming,
through the streets of Sunday, after the game,
to the old cemetery, there, beyond the railroad tracks,
and performed, and repeated, till I bled,
the sweetest act of life,
I alone, on the little pile of earth,
the graves of two or three
Italian or German soldiers,
no names on the wood-plank crosses
─buried there since the other war.
And that night, amid my dry tears, the bleeding
bodies of those poor unknowns
dressed in olive drab
appeared in a cluster above my bed
where I was sleeping, naked and emptied,
to smear me with blood till the sun rose.
I was twenty, no, less─eighteen,
nineteen...and a century had already passed
since my birth, an entire lifetime
consumed in the pain of the idea
that I would never be able to give my love
except to my hand, or the grassy ditches,
or perhaps the earth of an unguarded grave...
Twenty years, and, with its human history, and its cycle
of poetry, a life had ended.
(from Poesia in forma di rosa, 1964)
Translated from the Italian by Norman MacAfee___________
TPB's notes: poems no longer in tercets! cries the poet. who will be murdered? who wishes to be saved? yes, we will return here to read this poem once more, to finish it.because we hardly read! please do!
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